As usual went for band early in e morning...den came back home...bleah bleah bleah clarinet a while..den went out swimming with xue and yu..den went to lot 1 to eat dinner...came home 9 plus..i wanted to stay out till 11pm cos parents will not be at home today...2ml den they come back...brother got his driving license liao..den he can fly le lor...he drove his car out gai gai and now..im alone at home..hai...in 3 years time it will be my turn...dunno that time i got my own car a not like my kor..hehez...good lor...now papa n korkor got car liao..den all can fly le...now mummy also got a lot of frens outside..den me..hai.......dunno whether i shld use the word 'despondent' to describe how im feeling now...the melancholy breezes through me...nah..shouldn't say meloncholic...too strong a word..so i think e best is despondent..hello...soul are u dere r u still inside me or have u wandered out on your own..promise you'll come back..i'll be waiting..it's a promise............